"I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus is calling us."-Philippians 3:14
I've wanted to be a missionary since I was 16 yrs old and I've wanted to leave America for about 4 years now. I was so anxious to get on the mission field and do something with my life. Since leaving America, I've told a couple people, that if someone handed me a plane ticket home and told me you leave on Friday, that I would go so fast. But why? To go back to my comfort things? To go back to the Frisco bubble and continue living life...work Monday through Friday and sleep all day Saturday, then go to church on Sunday, and start all over on Monday. What kind of life is that?! It would drives me crazy and it did, that's why I left. Could I share Christ with those I meet day to day or serve with my church in South Dallas? Yeah of course, but I would still be living in my comfort zone, where it is so easy to get distracted by Frisco, distracted by Dallas.
This is one of the things Paul talks about in 2 Timothy (this has been my quiet time the past week or two). While you are running the race there will be two things that can hurt the out come; people who will distract you and comfort. The people who distract you are those who might say 'You don't need to take your faith so seriously' or people who aren't Christians and are trying to drag you down with everyday life. Comfort, well I've talked about my battle with comfort. If I let my battle with comfort and wanting to be back in my Frisco bubble win, I would be on a plane home right now. Then I would be SO disappointed in myself for not sticking it out and leaning on God for strength. I was listening to a sermon from the singles ministry pastor at Watermark Community Church in Dallas. JP said 2 things that really convicted me and that's why I'm writing this. He said "You're not following Christ if you want comfort more than His will for your life" and referring to 2Tim 4:13- "You cannot run the race with nice things, you can only run with the things you need". This verse Paul asked Timothy to bring him his papers—many bible scholars think this may have referred to his bible—and his cloak. He wanted things he needed to finish the race. The things I need are here in the Philippines with me; my technology so I can stay in touch with my families, my bible, my clothes, my camera, my passport and my essential oils(just for my mom) ;-). In Texas are my "nice" things, the things I want while I run the race; my church and the people I know there, chickfila, my kids that I take care of on a regular basis, Mexican food, my car, wataburger, and all the other things that scream comfort....DR PEPPER...okay I think I'm done.
To run the race efficiently, I have to give up the nice things, the comfort and the distractions. For that to happen, I needed to leave America, because I am a creature habit and fall so easily into the distractions of everyday life.
"But the Lord stood with me, and gave me strength, so that I might preach the Good News in its entirety for all the Gentiles to hear. And He rescued me from certain death. Yes, and the Lord will deliver me from every evil attack and will bring me safely into His heavenly Kingdom. All glory to God forever and ever! Amen" 2 Timothy4:17-18
So yeah that's what I'm working through right now while living in the Philippines. I love living here, the people are so nice and outside the city is beautiful! I mostly struggle with the diet here. I wanted y'all to know its not completely awful here and I'm not always counting down the days until I'm home.
Here are some pictures of the ministries I have been involved in so far!
I got to teach on compassion to a group of kids at Aparche Christian School
One of the many times I have shared my testimony. This time there were actually about 10 people there.
This is the church I get to work with for the next year. Community Gospel Church in Umapad.
This is the pastor of the church teaching the kids who are apart of the feeding program. I have taught a couple times as well.
These two girls are my lifelines here. Becca is the blonde and she can sleep just about anywhere, she keeps my sane and insane at the same time. And Franny is the one who keeps me thinking positively and is very much an older sister to me. I love them both and we get along SO well!


















