Where does He want me? Where do I want to be? Is it the same place? Is He changing my passions or just giving me more and can I really handle more passions?? This has been my thought process since I got back from the Philippines, Camp Eagle and now moving into a new job, with a new title and living in the REAL adult world, I say real because I have a car payment now.
Currently, I want to be living in Europe. I have always wanted to, and mostly because of all the history the European countries hold. Anne Franks House and Auschwitz Camp in Poland, France (everything in France lol), all the artists and musicians that have come from Italy, Jane Austen and Charlotte Bronte in England (oh and the Queen), the history of the Scottish Highlands and of course all my dear friends in Ireland. If someone funded my trip I would probably leave tomorrow! I also want to be in Childrens Ministry.
Where am I currently? I am a full time nanny and house manager for two of the funniest kids ever! I live with my brother and sister in law and my adorable niece. I'm also in Dallas until further notice, since I signed a lease, haha! My mom calls it finally settling down *insert eye roll*.
Currently, I want to be living in Europe. I have always wanted to, and mostly because of all the history the European countries hold. Anne Franks House and Auschwitz Camp in Poland, France (everything in France lol), all the artists and musicians that have come from Italy, Jane Austen and Charlotte Bronte in England (oh and the Queen), the history of the Scottish Highlands and of course all my dear friends in Ireland. If someone funded my trip I would probably leave tomorrow! I also want to be in Childrens Ministry.
Where am I currently? I am a full time nanny and house manager for two of the funniest kids ever! I live with my brother and sister in law and my adorable niece. I'm also in Dallas until further notice, since I signed a lease, haha! My mom calls it finally settling down *insert eye roll*.
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| My Niece. Finley Abigail! |
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| Not one of us had brushed our hair as of 330PM on a Monday HAHA! |
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| If this doesn't show their goofiness I don't know what will. They are pretending to be asleep! |
I love my job so much!! I still get the "over glorified babysitter" and "just a nanny" comments, but haters gonna hate. I get paid very well for my job, I work for a VERY generous family who takes care of me as if I biologically belonged to them and happen to be Christians, I GET TO TRAVEL WITH THEM, and these are seriously some of the funniest toddlers I have ever met, not to mention the curls! The Boy2.5yrs old came to me on Friday with a pout on his face asking for apple pie, which I am sure he has maybe had once in his life, because this is an "almost everything free" family, haha! I do a LOT during the day and come home really tired, but I still love my job!
I'm also at a new church. Well... I'm getting involved at the church I have attended for 2 years. Home groups and serving at church.
Where does God want me?? Isn't this the question every Christian asks themselves through out their life, because they don't want to waste the time they have doing something other than what God wants them too? I believe this is where God wants me. I have always wanted to work with kids and be in childrens ministry. Well, what better place than being a nanny. Children, all day, who have christian parents and grandparents, and me who is a believer as well. That is children's ministry in the probably to most simple form. Girl4 yrs always asks to learn about God and Jesus, so I don't even have to encourage the subject of God, hoping she will become interested in learning more, because she is already interested and I get to be there as a tool for God in helping Him grow her love for Him!!!!
I would say since coming home from the Philippines, God has expanded my interests and the biggest one is Anti-Human Trafficking. While I lived in Cebu, I was very randomly involved in a bible study for ladies who have recently been rescued and many who are still awaiting their case to go to court. Shortly after I came home my favorite foundation, The Young Living Foundation, started supporting a home in Cambodia called Hope for Justice. Hope for Justice is an organization that helps women and children rebuild their lives after being rescued from sex trafficking, by teaching them a trade, how to take care of themselves and their families and giving them a safe place to be. I give monthly to this organization through the Young Living Foundation, and I hope that next year I can go to Cambodia with the foundation and serve with the amazing organization!!
THAT is where I am. I am very happy with where God has me right now.



